After Corinthians
and after you had given thanks tucking in
the soft verses of yourself becomes another metaphor
for that which was broken for you
for recalling
the things you had no words to
call yours
your body lifted up whole dissolve into another communion
long before now you had perfected the art of
recoiling unsung lost in silent halls
as an oyster running out of who it wants to be
you run out of a chance to be the ocean
in your mother’s house you hide
say you have lost directions to
home say you have
forgotten how to move say to no one
no one should forget to claim what is
theirs even in a whisper
in the tiny space for gratitude don’t you
ponder on what is not enough you touch you
& these days you ask for a lot of forgiveness
& your god stays amused